Too much of the airport these days

Been to the airport too many times these days. Sending friends off to their destinations. It was Crystal first to go off. Then it was Jayden, Walter and Jarrod. Soon, it will be Chengjie to leave for China. I felt very upset when Crystal because I didn’t want to leave Singapore for Korea. I will miss so many people here. I will spend 5 months in a foreign land where I don’t speak their language. I’m feeling the fear now though I’m leaving on the 23rd Feb. Sigh, the thought of it makes me sick.

Anyway, Hall 4 Badminton has been doing well so far. We managed to win Hall 13 and Hall 7 though we narrowly lost to Hall 3. I’m very pleased with this year’s Hall 4 Badminton team. Somehow, I feel a sense of belonging to the team. (:

Been out with a lot of people these days too, taking loads of photos of hall friends as well. All these done in hope of preserving memories. Yikes, I really fear the day of departure. ):

Right, I should ciao now. Gotta eat a nice breakfast and do my passport.

Pre-Christmas with NAGA! Christmas Eve with MAORI! Christmas with the gang!

2009 Christmas Eve/Christmas turned out to be one of the most happening events. Had an early Christmas celebration with NAGA on the 23rd dec 2009 coupled with the exciting gift-exchanging moments, gorged on roasted chicken, little donuts, sushis, fruits and cakes!

Then I celebrated Christmas Eve / Christmas with MAORI! We had so much fun playing around with Jarrod’s new DSLR! We then exchanged our already-known christmas presents. All of us knew what all the others bought, except for Hsi En’s and Jarrod’s presents. We had so much fun bantering and drinking over at Harry’s after the countdown at the Esplanade open area.

With Bi Xia, my favourite freshie in Ntu Hall 4!

The next day, I spent my Christmas with the gang at Bedok 85! But I was too sick to be high. Nevertheless, I went because I think it would be appropriate to celebrate kayu’s birthday. Had so fun playing a random card game and drinking! (: So sorry for the lack of photos for this event, I gotta find my bro’s camera plus the annoying memory stick!

Happy New Year 2010 to everyone! (:

Maysiew’s birthday

23rd dec 2009

Though I had a horrible day on Monday (21st), hours between 7pm-10pm were freaking enjoyable with the gang! We celebrated Maysiew’s birthday at Tampines Mall’s Pastamania with all sorts of weird stuff and ideas. The rest of the gang conjured this birthday-cake-look-alike-which-it’s-actually-made-up-of-baos! Then we asked her to do many nonsensical things in order to get her present which turned out to be a cane FAN! Thank you guys for the joy and laughter though I had to leave early. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAYSIEW! LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

damn sucky.

this is so wth! damn sucky. stupid people with sucky mentalities. i feel like slapping you all. better wake up your ideas. damn freaking pissed! don’t expect me to respect you.

A not-so-good start for hall 4

Sigh, it’s true. Hall 4 has been losing from the 1st match (Netball against hall 15) till today. The matches yesterday were very disappointing though we knew we couldn’t win our opponents’ halls. Yesterday was a basketball-filled day where both the guys and girls’ teams had almost no chance of winning. The guys’ team was up against the relatively strong Hall 10 bball team. The guys’ defeat happened in the morning whereas the girls’ defeat happened in the late evening. Nevertheless, I feel that the girls’ match yesterday was very heart-warming. I was the only senior who played in yesterday’s match along with all the freshies. It was super duper fun and heart-warming. It’s always good to see enthusiastic freshies play sports during IHG. Though we lost badly, all of the girls had so much fun cheering for our fellow teammates and pushing beyond our limits by being violent too. It was my first time seeing Lynn having genuine happy feelings during the match. I saw so many MAORI girls willing to play for Melvin and Yan Yin. I LOVE MAORI! I witnessed how Hall 4 girls could unite under diversity. Really very glad that all the girl freshies were enthusiastic yesterday evening. Many guys praised us for the good play, so we should continue the Hall 4 spirit! Though Hall 4 may not be a sports hall, we are still a loving and friendly hall!

JIAYOU HALL 4!

Side note: I’m flying off to bangkok tomorrow morning!

zombies (jombies)

My dearest bro has a problem pronouncing zombie – he pronounces it as JOMBIE. HAHAHAHA, I didn’t know he has such a problem with pronouncing the letter Z until his gf told me over lunch!

We were having lunch at Old Town @ Big Splash East Coast Park. As the rest of the family has gone for a short trip overseas, bro and I were left home alone. Initially the plan was to go over to his gf’s house for lunch with his gf’s bro. I AM TOO SHY to go over you see. So in the end, both bro and jacq (bro’s gf) decided to bring me out for lunch! YAY!

So, we were talking casually about what my plans were for the day. I told him I was going to watch Zombieland with my friend. So Jacq started bursting into laughter because bro pronounced JOMBIELAND! We had loads of fun during lunch. Bro decided to drop me off at Parkway Parade cos he wanted to rush back home and wash the dirty car.

SO I TOOK A BUS DOWN TO ORCHARD. hahaha! (trying to make my bro feel guilty). Alright, I took bus 36 down to Orchard and the bus was freaking packed with all sorts of people. Reached Orchard like nearly an hour later. Oh yes, I watched Zombieland with Raymond because we both really wanted to watch Zombieland. AND YES, the movie was freaking hilarious and it was filled with gore. Now I know Shaoming likes gore-type movies!

Anyway, we wanted to watch the movie at Cineleisure but we were too late for the show. So we walked all the way down to The Cathay after much perspiration. Laughed throughout the damn bloody (literal) movie. Came out from the theatre and spotted Marilyn and Cecilia queuing for Astons’. Ate dinner at Plaza Singapura, met many friends there, then walked back to Somerset and shopped at the newest shopping mall Somerset 313! Gosh, the Uniqlo there is freaking huge! But the mall is so freaking small and cramped. Being the typical Singaporeans, loads of them planted themselves at the mall to take a look. Hmmm, everything there is a disappointment except for the freaking huge Uniqlo. Got myself a semi-winter brown jacket! Gotta prepare for the cold weather in Seoul. Anyway, after Somerset 313, we STRUTTED (HAHAHA!) down Orchard Road back to The Ion. Honestly speaking, I haven’t walked down that path with loads of people with the Christmas feeling since a long long time ago. The feeling of walking in the midst of people with Christmas decorations and the MERRY X’MAS atmosphere was really extraordinary shiok! Anyway, The Ion was still quite packed at 10pm, Shopped, bought my bread, and we went home!

Met up with Yuxuan over supper at Changi Village after I reached Tampines. Yay, we had so much fun over supper talking nonsensical stuff. Walked through the flea market without buying any thing But still, we had fun (: Hope you like the royce chocolates! (:

CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS! CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS CHRISTMAS!

Anyway, today is a relatively good day too. Bro brought me to Old Airport Hawker Centre for lunch though I woke up SUPER LATE (slept at 5am). Played loads of good music in the car using macbookpro to entertain bro. Then he drove me back to hall! It’s freaking warm staying in the room, cos I’m perspiring profusely now typing all these stuff. HAHAHAHA

CIAO! GOTTA BATHE NOW AND EAT DINNER!

LOADS OF IHG AND ISG TRAINING SESSIONS TMR!

the breeze at marine parade

It’s freaking windy over here at McCafe. My hair is in a total big mess. Azizah just witnessed my most crestfallen look ever on earth. Alone here with my macbook, trying to watch youtube over a cup of Mochaccino. But damn, my eyes are super swollen and they sting, tears invariably fall whenever they sting, and my nose is runny due to the stingy feel. But thank God, I haven’t met anyone from hall here. I think I look kinda scary with my swollen eyes and red nose. Yah, you get the picture. Luckily, I brought my specs along with me.

Today, my entire family isn’t home. Parents went on a cruise trip, Brother’s working and Sister’s out with friends. I didn’t bother coming out of house till I finished doing all the household chores.

Right here at this moment, I’m trying to reminisce the wonderful memories of Marina Barrage when I went there with JC clique to celebrate Clare’s birthday!

I’m too lazy to upload the other photos of the Marina Barrage. I miss the good old days of secondary school and jc. I miss playing badminton. ):

Alright, going back hall soon!

htht sessions with mom and sis

I’m thankful for the numerous htht sessions with mommy and sister.

Hopefully my family stays the same.

I’m freaking scared.   ):

sick of crying everyday

My eyes are perpetually swollen, a result of everyday’s crying.

I don’t understand why people like to vent their unnecessary anger on people who are NOT the cause of it. Is it because I look like I CAN UNDERSTAND every single stupid issue that people are going through? I HAD ENOUGH of all these stupid things. I hate being ridiculed or being bullied unnecessarily because I do not look like I will ever be angry? To be honest, I have never enjoyed a single moment after exams (with the exception of jc clique outing), be it in hall or home. I thought things would be better with family. It turned out that bad luck follows me like a shadow. Damn it, I fucking hate the passing days except the ones out with my jc clique at the Marina Barrage. I feel so trapped by all sorts of bad memories. I wish exams were eternal. I want to be cleansed of all bad memories – they follow me like plague wherever I go. My head hurts so much from all that crying and my eyes are so swollen that I can hardly see my screen. Childish it may sound, I wish my heart would die so that it could be spared from the pain.

I just want to remove that damn mask, all that facades in life, all those hurtful words and all those lies I’ve come across. It’s such a pain to live my life. Today, I saw another side of life. Poor can be rich too. I wish I was spiritually rich – so that I can live life happily and not be bothered by stupid people. I really so much wanted to help society.

But who’s there to help me? My spiritual level is dying soon.

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